Annoucement announcement tommorrow is another year. Get ready your new year resolutions!!!!
Ok so i try starting first.... set to 10 targets....
1. Exercise More
2. Earn More Cash
3. Learn guitar
4. Spend more time with grandma
5. Stop spending too much money
6. Lose weight
7. Make more friends
8. hmmm... become more sporting and outgoing
9. now getting harder to think....Learn a new language
10. Last of all... have fun!!!!

Not bad not bad... hee hee hee my resolution is really kind of sloppy. It's almost the same as last year. Whatever, resolutions are usually not followed.
Yesterday did another job hunt. The john little expo job quene was so long that it reached the car park. No need to say i gave up. Then i signed up 2 agencies. After that applied for a job at Courts. Now i really feel like a graduate looking for job.... sign.. really can be demoralizing. If possible, really could wish can turn back time so i can pick up a skill that can benefit finding a job. Sign...

This is a late entry but then it's a very nice part of me life so...
This year my christmas eve was spent at the KTV at katong shgopping centre crooning to songs of Li Ke Qing, Elva, Wong lee hom, Jay, etc etc. I managed to squeeze two JJ songs inside but due to not enough time they let me sing only one verse. They are my friends from Girl Guides and i've never told them about my idols. Sometime i think they feel that i'm not the type into popular stuff but just like to listen to music on ths whole. I'm clear it irritates them when i suggest going to HMV or Tower Records or Carrefour to listen but at the beginning it was also them who intro me to this. By the way, i do think sometimes i do spend too long there so if i go out with you all, just tell me if you all don't feel like listening, K? Later we eat steamboat at one of their homes. Very awakard since her brothers and mum around. Can't laugh like normally with xf.( but then sometimes with xf really can laugh like xiao ting dong, lucky always got a bunch of ting dongs laughing with me heehee) In the end reach home only at 10.

Sign... I went for the interview but then they rejected me immediately. Say what want only permanent part time staff. Hmm.. my dad says only if i start lying that i do the job for life they will hire me. However don't feel right leh....
I'm thinking of seeking into church one day but then i don't want to by ask to become a full Christian, just to go in a have that feel. To me, i've always felt the church should have a warm feel but never really felt it before since i've never been in one. In my whole family only 2 of my cousins are Christians as my grandma does not like the idea so the rest of us aren't. I was reading another person's blog. The blog owner has the same name and same idol as me. Ok not JJ but David tao. She's a Christian and can say very lucky. She has met before Yang Jun Wei ( Very talented Ufm dj ) close and personal and read JJ blog. BUt the most amazing part is her blog is it is almost devoted to teachings of Christ.
I just bought a new cd on Christmas eve. It is Liang Jing Ru's cd. God, It's really really great. Just the first few songs are wonderful! Worth the price! Fish!!! Jia You!!! The midi playing is her new song Ting bu dao. Oh ya i've suceeded in playing music on the blog site!!! Yeah Yeah!!!

Today's christmas and i totally cracked earlier. Not sure it is because my sister keeps poking to offer help when i want to finish my jigsaw by myself or the nightmare i had. I dreamt my dad saying i'm useless till now can't get a job. Then all my family were laughing so loudly circling me, especially my sister and she was going " even i can find a job with my crazy condition you are stupid and useless!" Then she kept laughing. My parents started to turn to strangers, pointing at me saying " my daughter useless still can't find job." Whoa it was so terrible that i woke up at 6 plus today. I can't tell my parents nor my sister since they are really telling others i can't find a job still. Normally i can take their snide remarks but i think it is accumlating too much till i dream of it. I really need a job. Or else dunno how many of this nightmares i can take. Really got to help me leh!I'm going for an interview on saturday and really really hope to get the job. Wish me best of luck....

" A time without love, like the darkness fallen on the frozen lakes in winter, instilling fear in people. The journey to true love maybe strenuous, but not strenuous enough to make people give up halfway, like returning to where one used to be. The sprit, like a young and tender leaf, hoping to carve out a love as sure as the light of the North star." Adapted from a chinese book. Translated by who else Me(hee hee)

I borrowed some books on Saturday from Cheng San library. The one above is from a chinese romance novel. The translation is not as nice as the one in the book. I find this extract quite touching ( or maybe it's just the first time i read the writer's thought on writing the book). I personally do not how it is to love someone in that type of way since i have no relationships yet. So i do not know how true it can be. My own idea is that everyone would want to find someone they would love wholeheartedly and be loved wholeheartedly back. Well that's my opinon and it does not stand for all. Some may not mind one-sided thngy. Often i seen my friends dreaming of a relationship, starting one, trying to maintain one and crying at the end. Thus i shall assume that the extract is true. So here i wish all hopefuls to find their match soon.
Maybe it's closer to Christmas so i'm a bit more si qing hua yi ( poetic). Afterall, all holidays we see couples all over the place. I remember Elva sang a song that begins with " Why are holidays in this world only for couples to enjoy, forgetting to take some time to comfort those that are single." Lucky for me, i always had friends there for me. Of course, i'm always trying to be there for them too. So all my holidays are spent with them, so the loneliness is hardly there. Like this year, we are meeting up christmas eve to have a small gathering. It's funny though that we know each other have barely enough to sustain the next week but we're going to spurge on that day. Now i'm both excited and worried for that day. Can't wait to have a great time but worried since i'll be officially broke.
Yap the most important thing to write is
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! N A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!! TO ALL
PS> Oh ya my brother's posting is out. He's going to GMSS qt's ex school.

Today slack the day off. I went to library during afternoon. Wau My brother really taking it as a relaxing break. Day in day out watching TV. I can't even get him to go with me. Never mind... i'm starting to think maybe he really would become a tall fatso since he is half the time in the same position. Really miss those days when i was like my brother can slack without worry. No need to bother about money or anything.Then don't have to find a job.... It's presently 6 days to CHRISTMAS and i've not finished my shopping. Argh.... SARS seem to be coming back in Taiwan so everyone must be careful a.... Let me dream dream for a while...To all those people in Taiwan especially my idols Junjie, this time more to Elva and Wang Lee Hom and Liang Jing Ru since they are promoting their albums presently. Must be careful a!!! Okay dream finish liao hee hee. Ya find one day go sing KTV again leh... a bit xin yang yang....

Sign... Today i went out in search of a job but empty handed again. However i was kind of lucky at Orchard meet dafeiya n xf. Later saw karin n doreen at Tampines. Wow My legs are sure tired. Actually i had a lot of comments yesterday but somehow all is gone. Maybe growing a bit senile liao. Forget so fast...

Phew... Finally i revamp my site for the second type... Hee Hee there will be a third time. This is a test whether the mint and nemo will affect or not

I'm back from Genting! The place is wonderful. The weather is so cooling. There is arcade, theme park everything inside n outside the malls. Next time thinking of dragging friends to there. I didn't play any of the above since i'm afraid high and over thrilling theme park rides and my brother won't play arcade. So we had to settle with doing nothing in the end. From the hotel room, i could see the clouds floating past. Sometimes the view will totally disappear when the cloud crosses the hotel. The windows will become chilly. The cable car ride was great although the car shaked alot when it left the platform and that was quite scary. The only problem with this holiday is that my dad wasr eally rushing alot half the time.The ride there was 9 hours due to 3 traffic jams and the ride back 6 hours. My body is still kind of aching...
I remember selena's going to china soon or went already but whatever bon voyage!
The prices there were roughly the same with Singapore's so didn't buy much. Only bought chewing gum for Khim and Haw candy for the vomiting queen QT. Hee Hee

so bored i've got really nothing to do and tomo must tahan a 5 hour bus ride with nothing to do. lucky got walkman to accompany me or else i think rather not go. Actually yesterday i went to the doctor's for a follow up check up. Oh my God the nurses really could not find the blood vein. I was poked on the left twice n right twice before blood actually flow out. The doctors there are also very friendly. I suppose they need to keep cheerful in those enviroment. The doctor called his nurse by positions on the football field and even bother to give me a gp question. Dunno is wu liao or wat. That day also saw got 2 prisoners coming in for blood test.
There is a sewing project i have been aiming since like Sec 2. I plan to do a large size precious moments picture so can frame up and put up in my room, but the set cost $55. My mum's 100% against even though i'm willing to give up chirstmas present. Sign..... i suppose i really have to find work. At this rate, i think i won't have enough money to learn guitor liao. Looks like i'll have to use the time in genting to weight priorties first. God, can sent me a good paying job!!!! I think maybe i will work part time after schol starts, like that i won't have to quarrel with my mum over money anymore.

Yawn!!! Really bored now. Now SAT finished exams finished and can't commit to a job till i come back from holidays in Genting. Really nothing to do. I was thinking of doing a major sewing project but my finances are short and my loan company is only free on thursday which is also my check up date. Still kind of creeps me out since got to have another blood test. I thought by the end of this i should be less afraid of the needle but then seems like waiting for the jab after a long period is making it worse. ( oh ya finances is my money and loan company is my mum hee hee although no need to return but can't be ATM mah so loan company sounds better) Today suposed to choose things for the 100 voucher gotten from buying a dining set but the company was closed due to Standard Chartered Maraton. Actually it seems like quite alot of people quitted halfway. I really wonder how many actually finish 42 km afteral i finish 2.4 km already feel like half dead. Yesterday i went to Orchard HMV no need to say i bought a CD. This Cd i could not find in a lot shops till i reach HMV so i kind of did it on impulse, but not fully. Those who know me for a long time will know that everytime i say wanna buy a certain cd i end up not buying. So they would cosider this impulsive of me. It's the karaoke cd from JJ. Actually i was feeling kind of funny since i never really bought a karaoke cd even though i like the singer alot like stefanie sun. I've yet to buy her karaoke cds but then her cds come out so fast i have not even bought The Moment...Anyway what's done is done.

Oh goody then i dun have to spend that much liao. i was just on the net to find out more about the new albums. Now i know there is really a shortage of fan clubs because i can't find them!! AH!!! Actually just meant to stress out from SAT cramming by looking up about the new songs from these albums. There is a new song from Liang Jing Ru called " Ting Bu Dao" Sounds like the WEWE song but no... this one is way way better. It's more about an lian ( being secertly in love) since in the song lyrics the other party does not seem to know. The filming of the Mtv was on wan quan yu le. It's very cute!!! By the way, that is only new song i have heard but i find it very nice. Hmm... tomorrow i'll go down to HMV and contnue my search. Kind of silly just to go all the way there just to listen to the cds but then?? I think i'm a type of person where there must be some noise around all the time. Suppose i buy a new cd by next week then i'll have something to listen at Genting. Oh ya that reminds me better find the instant packet mix afterall i promised some duck going to cook for her when i come back..... duck a duck you should learn to cook leh... i know you can eat but must also learn how to feed yourself mah.
Ending off listening to < Jiu Shi Wo> by Lin Junjie.... really feel like buying his karaoke cd....sign... money money money....

finally i finish revamping ths blog. So i now am only short of a tagboard, music and pictures then the site would be super attractive. If only can find out they create blogskins.... Here i'll to thanks the ever helpful dafeiya!!!
die liao so many good cds out. There liang jing ru's lian ai de li liang, wu yue tian's shi guang ji, lin junjie's karaoke cd with poster, clay aiken's measure of a man, and some more i can't remember but these alone will cost about 60 bucks..... sign....

Today i did not go out. Finally aafter so many outings, i can clear up my desk. Lots of rubbish.... So for the record... i ended exams on a thursday, friday went parkway, saturday went tampines, sunday went Plaza Singapura and monday went with A li for a job at North Bridge road then to suntec. The job was not exactly a job anyway. It is selling of charity tickets along the streets and the money earned is mainly commission. So if the quota is not meet it is the same as doing free work. And the most maddening thing is they called it events and sales co ordinator. An advice careful a later may get cheated. So in the end i decided not to find any job till 15 Dec after i return from Genting, so when i dedicate myself fully to work. Hahaha No choice no money for christmas...