Counting down to school reopens... or more to chance to change my class. Or i be X_X before 3rd week. Have mercy on me lah, STARS system.

Anyway today guess wat i saw? A rainbow! Actually not a, but two. The other was a light reflection of the first one. I've seen round rainbows that are totally in a circle. But this is the first inverse rainbow i've seen. Instead of ROYGBIV, it was VIBGYOR. So neat right? Too bad the camera could not capture it. Too light to be sense by equipment.
Btw, i tried another quiz at http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx" ( got it from a local DJ's blog)

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
I don't think i'm very interesting, afterall i don't do amazing stuff.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
That we shall have to see......

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
Yea, i find no point in a relationship that ends with "personality and views clash", especially those L-T ones that end that way.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
That again we shall have to see....

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
Hmm... education as in in school only? No way! People have to learn everywhere. Like Morrie said( i think) : We learn and change till the day we die.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
Yea. Definitely true. I took up accounting becoz people say is very stable. Of course it better be, according to my caculations, when i start working, my parents will retire soon and my sis w/o a job means i'll be the sole income. I still gotta put my brother through tertiary! Boy, is that scary! But whether i like it needs some discussion.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
Yea. Totally! My friend always complains i get her to test everything before i try.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Hmmm.. actually i'm not even sure what can i control?

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Yea. I'm also a part time commentory, but no comments and advice comes with gurantee k! Is take at own risk.

Think i'm getting addicted to quizzes. Maybe they can slowly reveal or make you think of somethings. If you try no harm putting it up on your blogs leh. Oh ya, if you wanna find me on 27 jul, i be in battle with the school's registration system.

sad sad sad.... i have a totally different class from my frens in school. That means i will have to go into a new class. Being a man shou person, it will be hard. Oh dear, some more its one of those with project ones. That means no matter what i muz interact. It should nto be bad but if they are like my this sem classmates, how am i going to survive? Maybe like that i have to learn hypocracy to survive then.

ears are finally cleared! only left a little pain in the left one. Now i playing a file on cantanese. I'm learning canto! At least trying. But its only lesson 2 and i'm practically laughing at myself for my funny annotations. Sign.. it's going to be hard but since i started, i should try my best to finish. Haha Jia YOU!!!

presently--1 ear clogged with h2o. Think my neignbours are going to be annoyed by me turning the volume of everything up now. Ha. That's the price of going swimming. Swimming is not bad thign, it's juzt the ear clogging part. Today i also realised how weak my stamina is. Barely 3 laps and i'm panting away. Time to exercise more. A change of diet and daily plans should have some effect. Most important is to keep a happy attitude. However that will be the difficult part. My bro n sis ar home. More tend to my sis being home as a prob. She keep's grumbling about her unemployment and pokes her nose into everyone else lives. That was still fine. Now it's got worse. SHe's blaming her unemployment on us. Like we are the cause of her performance in the interview. Outageous and ridiculous. How can we do anything? Next she will say we conduct some rites at home so she won't pass the interviews. Haiz. Now i have to bear the family burden when i graduate. Hopefully i get a job immediately after graduation, or even better before that i can gurantee a job. But i'm not one of the top students. In fact, i'm one of the bottom. Pray pray tat my results keep improving. Okie need to get h2o out of my ears, or maybe i should leave it in. It's a great ear plug.

Your answers suggest you are a Counsellor
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:



Summary of Counsellors
Search for meaning in their life and develop powerful insights
Are dedicated to helping others reach their potential
Think of themselves as gentle, peaceable and cautious
Others may find it difficult to get to know them

More about Counsellors
Counsellors have a natural understanding of human relationships and the complexities of life, which they use to help others. They search for meaning in everything and develop complex insights.
Counsellors feel most relaxed and creative when their surroundings are organised. They are deeply private people who only share their insights with trusted friends; however, they will defend their values if challenged.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Counsellors may withdraw from the people around them or become resentful. Under extreme stress, Counsellors may feel overwhelmed and be driven to organise small parts of their lives such as their kitchen cabinets or their record collection.
Counsellors typically prefer a few close relationships to a wide circle of friends.

-- 85% true...try it.. http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/whatamilike/index.shtml

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That's the best 3 photos i took at like 30m from stage. Listen, don't ever save on zoom!!

i'm so blur that i hate it!!!! Argh!!! Today i was supposed to help my friend register for her timetable while she was in France. I acually forgot the date and now she has no class vacancies. I'm so eerrrrrrrr!!! Now if there is anyway to ratificy the situation or even turn back the clock will be great! Even if its a groundhog day. I can't believe it. I actually forgot. Oh sheepy!!!!

To my friends who were talking to me in the evening, sorry if i won't myself, just so pissed by me-self.

Yesterday i went to the 22nd 933 concert at Taka. Nice but very squeezy. nearly trampled by a bunch of China girls. First were the 24 superstar finalists performance. Too bad they sang "Lao Shu Ai Da Mi". Okay so the song is so famous and sang a thousand and one times, but something about 24 people singing one song seemed to make the song less. it was like pei yin dui cui. There goes their brownie points. After the officially declare the show open, the DJs were first up with a couple of chart toppers. Then the living powerhouse of 3, FIR. Lucky my friend bailed out on me. She was planning to come after dinner in which she would miss it. They rock or right? Somehow the crowd was kind of dead. Maybe because it was free the people there had a free show attitude and not a cheer attitude.It lacked the power of a crowd and bagged the power of unscrupulous cheapskates fighting over the same cause, a cheapo deal. Anyway i was tooo far away to see them clearly. They looked really small on my camera that i had to overfocus the images to watch the concert. The excessive lighting further blurred the images.

Next was Ah Sang. Everyone just ignored her. Then Nicholas Teo. Amazing he's very famous in China because the China girls screamed till my ears drummed. It was like life KTV, just like when it was Fish Leong on stage. Everyone could sing with him. Nic had a cold so his voice was lower than usual. Of course, lower voices do sound sexier and he was also all dressed up. Too bad i wasn't close enough to take a picture.

Of course i realised the group that drummed my ears were more facsitated by his looks because after the 1st song, they didn't know anymore. Okay this may be insulting but i really could not stand that batch of China beside me. Normally i'm ok with China people, but this batch was over the limit. During the beginning, the DJs played a game of guess the DJ's voice. I guessed all of them right bu thte China girl simply repeated y answers to her friend and said it as though she had thought of it herself. The first time was okay. I said mine then she said. Second time i caould not figure out so i said geng(fake) sound. The China girl keep shut. The last one i delayed my answer and same only after i said mine, she said hers. Then i figured out the second DJ she also answered the same thing. If we 2 were on stage, man, she will die. What i could not believe is that she knowingly copied my answers but she acted as though she was the one who knew them. What a snob. Later she nearly pushed me to the floor. She turned to her friends and accused me of pushing her. What kind of freak. Who ask her friends to suddenly wanna hold hands and take up a person space with their hands?So maddening. It's one black sheep to bring down a flock.

Back to the concert, Joi Chua was next. The intro was" Tonite our first local singer performance..." The crowd screamed JJ."Joi Chua" And immediately the China Girls booed. They actually Booed. Its like even if you don't like her, don't like her songs, at least give her basic respect like a human can and should do. It was like Sun Ho at ZPOP. Next was another local singer. The clue was in the cliplet when this girl thanked 933 for letting her be able to see Tanya in a concert. The "less stuff up there than blondes" group screamed JJ again. Isn't it like the saying it is raining when you have been standing in the rain for an hour. So obvious. They were so loud i couldn't take it. I actually screamed TANYA into their faces to stop themselves from frther embarrassment. Worse yet to come. Who would know Energy would appear at the moment Tanya was singing. The crowd totally ignored her and scream and shout for Energy. When one of them went toliet, the crowd was already totally not paying attention to Tanya. It's so sad, especially when you have talent but people don't pay attention. Her strong performance is good, better than some zhi shen singers.

Last of the local cream was none other than JJ. So the grop was ballistic and mad. They squeezed till al the space i had left for my dying camera was literally my two arms. Either my arms stayed up or stay down. When they were up, i couldn't even take them down. That was how ballistic they were. Anyway the distance was still too far and my battery really died then. Maybe its a sign of fate ending. Maybe i should move on and grow out of this idol stage.( although i'm sure the ballistic group were 23 or 24). He made some silly jokes and talked to the crowd real smooth. I think he has really taken in the lifestyle of a celebrity. He's adapted to what's happening around him and able to entertain and give the crowd treats. Although his jokes may be lame but i'm lamer still. I scooted before Energy came out. Didn't want to be squashed to death.

But then you can never guess the weirdest thing that happened. I tried to wait at the point where the singers leave the arena to catch a glimpse of JJ. Instead i ended up 30cm away each Energy members' face and wowsa their faces are indeed jun qiao and skin real smooth. I did stare more on A-Di. He's like real handsome close up but he's not as big as the screen seems to be. Instead he was quite moderate in size. Smaller than Ding Zhiyong's. Luckily i wasn't pushed too close. I heard some of their fans shouting outrage when some lucky fans played games with them. Maybe i would have been murdered for standing so close and not taking photos. They were so Da Jie Da.

PS. My dear friends u can say i did something real not me. I actually rised my hand up. If Junjie ever sees this, when the last song was sang finish, and there was this hand( only hand because this idiot was standing behind the tallest guy in the crowd) waving at you from the right from the stage, that would be a silly ugly little me. Hee. Kind of really not me right? Now kind of hope i was not the only one although there was no one doing the same in front of me. Maybe the people behind would? So pai sei.....

Quoting from a source.....
I am a mortal. Nothing but a ordinary mortal. What I can control may not be what i want to do. I have regrets that can never be recovered. I have dreams that can never come true. I have fantansies that can never materialise. I came with nothing and shall leave with nothing too. All of s have different fates. Fate controls us in different ways. We can be rich, we can be famous. We can be poor, we can be quiet. That is fate. People say fate is in your hands. But whether you succeed in defeating fate could be another fate instead. That is the way the world turns. Some of us never have to worry for life, some of us worry everyday. Some are fated to meet even if they live seas apart, some will never know each other even if they lived next door. That is fate.

Nice right?
Anyway i'm now helpless in a manner. No i won't suffer any big loss, just the loss of gratification. Even up to now i don't know whether tommorrow will i be going to the 933 concert with anyone. Everyone seems to be backing out now. But i really want to go. At least before i lose my youth and get entangled in adult hood. I have alot of missing parts of youth and i know most probably will never piece themselves back into my life.

What am I to say?

I am mortal.

Just got a urge to blog, or more to tell others about this great nice show!! I just watched finished the part1 of the show Chase. It's the 830pm show adapted from the winning entry to the scriptwriting contest held by mda. (if i got that right) If you have not been watching, sorry to say you have missed a great Singapore city life romance comedy story!!! The ending of part 1 was so sad. Ellie(Linda) had decided to follow Chad(Robin Leong) through the immigrantion gates and Gabriel(Utt) just stood there and watched her. Of course the comedy effect had to kick in. Gabriel's collegue(Reagen) had to pat him on the shoulder with his dirty hands and later leave him there for the toliet. At this point, Gabriel says" I wait for you fro another 10 years." Wow, so touching!!! I actually tear-ed at that moment. Okay i admit i didn't follow throughtout but i know roughly that Gabriel was rejected by Ellie 10 years ago. She then told him that she won't like him even 10 years later. Of course 10 years later, Gabriel and Ellie meet again. That's when love kicks in! The only sickening part is Chad had to come back and Gab. just won't admit how much he loves Ellie. Next thursday is the part2. The trailer is so heart-wrenching. Too bad, guys that can be so commited to 1 love are so few today. But that makes the story plot fairy-tale like.

PS. the song Save Me by Corrianne May is the ending theme for this show. There is where i fell in love with her songs. Out of impulse i bought her cd for that 1 song and i falling in love with more songs in the album.

I bought a digital camera! Now i just owe my dad $500. Gotta pay him back in 10 more payments. He's deducting $50 from my monthly pocket money. Looks like i need to cut back on outings and clothes for the next 10 months which means thift thift thift till next year June. Wait that is kind of super long. Maybe should discuss a higher deduction. Maybe 80 for 6 months and 20 for the last month which is Feb( just in time for new year). Anyway that is that. Now the first thing i wanna do is to take pics wherever i go. There's going to be a free concert at Taka soon. That's the first time my camera is going to appear!! Look out people! Hahaa... Kinda think i got influenced by my photography craze cousin.

Now: watching Jolin's Zheng yi zhi yan Bi yi zhi yan mv. Wa, if only can learn how to do nails up like Jolin's then i can open a shop and earn $$$. Hahaha!! From my infamous fren XF, Muack!