Today's Yekky's bday!! Happy B-day Yekz. Sorry cant meet up with you. Kind of funy both of us are in the same Uni but never meet up.

Today also my 1yr from passing my driving test! YEah but boo-anza. I wasn't allowed to touch the car for like 6 mths? Cant imagine how will happen when i really do?

Now chasin 2 or 3 idol dramas. Should I be doing this? But then i can't help it. One thing i LUV about idol dramas, especially those i choose to watch is that they always let the romance be heart-felt. The idealogy type. Of course in real life, we all probably can guess both man and woman aren't exactly what they are. We got an array of cheats, two-timers and lower body motivated. Only in a blue moon people find the one where your heart follows, the soul feels and the mind adores uncontrollably. Of course those who say they are already like that. Please double check since there is a difference in the beauty of love and blind love. Although crappy, my most memorable phrase in these idol dramas would be " I would do anything to see your smile on your face."

Want the definition of Daphne?

Its supposed to be a weed, a unique weed becoz people actually do grow them. No fixed height, close in bunches, poisonous and easy to grow.
I wonder if i have the same charactersics. I luv my name but somehow the name and person dun seem to match. Juz look at the reaction of all that know me and my english name. I know my mum choose this name becoz it sounded beautiful yet strong to her. Like a Daphne, strong and steady are the largest charactersics. However very sticky, likes to be surrounded by others. Hmm... i won't say i am strong but o'm sure sticky to my frens. Despite so, i also know times i show more independance than some. Its funny to look at them whenever i say i'm going to shop on my own. Actually it saves time, much more time and advisable for procastinators like ME! haha. I do wanna be like my name, strong-willed but yet i don't want to be sticky to others. Sign... contradictary...

Reference:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/gardening/plants/plantprofile_daphne.shtml

Ta dum te dum te deng te de te de te dum dum dum....Pink Pather

Haha... so terrible. Smoking stinks. Really stinks. Today had to share the computer with this guy and it was okay simply becoz he wasn't not going to do any work. It was after he disappeared and when he came back he had to ask a question and wowsa. Smoke. Cigarette breath. Died there. Held breath but useless. Since I have not been exposed to cigarette smoke for ages, i started gaking and coughing. Haha another thing lucky, it was the end of the lesson.

So gulity, didn't pay attention to projects. My fren did so much and i didn't contribute much. So sorry. so sorry so sorry.

You know how the prayer Our Father goes...

the last line being do not take us to the test and deliver us away from evil..( Sorry if i'm wrong, the last time i said a prayer proper was in convent. Primary school level.)

Know i really wish its do not give us project datelines and deliver us away from the tormenting tutors.

Going to forget date, time and name soon. Probably will only remember matric no in the end. Haha.

Actually now i'm supposed to be editing another piece of report but kind of lose focus again.

Wowsa! JJ got 4 awards on Sept 3 and i only know today when they ran the 60 miao entertainment news on tv. That's great! Probably more stress like what Yanzi felt before going on a break( afterall its not easy being Singapore's BEST!) but Jia you! In my opinon, the award for top 25 songs(yi qian nian yi hou) and composer award and album award are what music writers luv most, becoz it means recognition of the music style and credits the effort into pouring heart n soul into a round object that spins n spins into people's walkmans. But if you are a writer cum singer and Singaporean, there's nothing better than receiving BEST SINGAPORE SINGER. Wahaha. If it's me, i'll die in peace. Haha but its not me. Ok?

(Oh great now i'm addicted to Kelly's version of OK-ing.) Haha

Ok~ back to editing...
PS. Rise in cases of people beiong charged in court for what they write on net.
Lesson= Backspace and delete buttons are good!

Wa. Confidence crash! Stupid resume writing workshop. Stupid sitting arrangement. The people beside me were so clever! So many achievements! And me?

I am a loser. I admit it. In the spotlight, i'm really like a loser. I've no achievements, joined no competitions, etc. So saddening. But i don't think it's fair. Sometimes there are bias! Especially when the teacher can choose who to send, etc. I am never loved by many, i understand that. But why is my future dampened by past shadows? Why am i trapped by the undoings of others?

I've got alot of people to feed in the future. And i still intend to adopt and take in my god-kids k!
Need $$$$$

If you are totally confused by my last post, here's the explanation. Kang's been put to sleep. Mum and dad felt that he was being too temperamental to control. Of course the triggering event is me. I got bitten by Kang on the leg and was limping for the past few days. Even so i realy don't want Kang to be put to sleep but the final decision is not mine. All i can do is to wish Kang all the best whereever he is. Trying not to think so much about it.

A exciting event! JJ going to have a autograph session for his Karaoke VCD at IMM on tommorrow at 5pm. Only 2 problems. I no cd + injured leg. Will it be overborard to wish for a B-day present now? I wish for a autographed JJ Karaoke VCD. Even if i have to pay for the VCD, is ok. With the probable crowd there, I'll probably aggravate the injury which I already succeeded in walking normal for short distances. How? I really wish to go... :(

Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang..... solve my problem....

To Kang,

How are you now? No longer in pain? I'm so sorry Kang.

Remember the first time Ah yi brought you over. So excited 3-year-old dog but still like a puppy. So curious to everything. Yet today is your last day on earth. Perhaps i'm to blame. I should have got too close to you on Sunday. Then nothing would have happen. Nothing would tick off the family and this decision would not have been reached. I should have admitted it as my fault in the beginning. Then they won't be so determined to let you go. How i wished you had escape and ran off to the streets. But you obediently obeyed the last commands given. All the times i patted your head, rubbed your stout and you placing your whole head weight on my hand when i scratch your ear. Never had I thought i would be the indirect killer to you. Now its 5pm. 6hours since you left our home. Probably 4 hours since you left the world into God's hands.

Nothing can change the wheel of time. Remember no one is happy that you are gone. You were always part of the family. You are always loved and will be. Now you must remember to behave whereever you are. be a good dog and listen to instructions. Don;t be over-tempermental okie?

Kang, You'll always be a good dog.

In memory of Kang.

Let me die....

I'm having problems concentrating again!!! Can't even read through a 2 page thingy without doing something else. Kind of getting ridiculous if it's taking 5 hours to read a 4 page thingy rite?
Worse is Acc course is full of stuff to read.

Let me die lah....

Worse is yet to come..... My projects are riding the mrt. They're all coming together!!! Argh! Next week i think i have 3 project meetings to prepare plus a bonus, a quiz about TAX! Argh! How am I going to survive till exams? OMG!

Yesterday still didn't fail to watch the finals ( in front of the TV). Weilian won! By a real tight margin. My mum nearly called when she saw the grades the judges were giving. Lucky their marks have no role yesterday. Firstly i got nothing against Kelly. Someone was being over obviously bias!!!Okay, Kelly got 2 full house and the closes Weilian got was 4. If anyone was noticing, someone's judgement was super conssient. Hello? Is your music school using performance measures like when your student is a title-d singer, you get a bouns? Hello lor!
Well was damn bu shuang while watching when the 4th round someone's vote was the same as his 1st, 2nd and 3rd. Very suspicious lor, especially if you can praise and preach yet vote against your ideals.

Anyway Weilian has battled the obstacles and standing there. Though you've said you like the busking life, since the people want you to be the Superstar, accept k? Don't disappoint them! You can continue busking if that is truly what you want, but don't ever forget the people that supported you. Congrats, You are The SUPERSTAR!!

As for Kelly, well your wish was already granted the day they annouced you were in. So hurry with your album okay? Alot of your fans will want a dose of your voice to cure their unhappiness after the competition.

Oh ya who sabo-ed the host and Kelly? Their hairstyles were.... erm....lor. I may not be fashionable but a big head and pale golden hair wasn't very fitting.

Then for the te bie lai bing, JJ, seemed quite tired at the group singing part. Too nervous? Luckily you got back your spunk back at your one-man performance. Teasing the audience again. Maybe should teach Weilian that trick. Then it will be easier for him to interact with the audience.

Lastly, Xinhui and Junyang. Wa, I don't think both of you actually performed any better than yesterday. When singing separately or together, both of you were looking real relaxed. Seem like for the first time you two were actually enjoying singing in front of a thousand plus people. You two are ready-made stars! Jiayou! In future we should be able to see your presence in the CD stores everywhere.