Ren sheng zong hui you hai pai de dong xi. Er wo de kong ju hua chen le heng. Ying wei tao bi, ying wei guo fen hai pai, ying wei bu kan mian dui er cheng le hen. Tang xue hui le mian dui, ta you hui lai le. Bu zhi xia yi bu hui shi bei huo xi, bu zhi yao bu yao zai ta chu zhe yi bu, er zhe bu dai lai shi zai yi ci de peng gui he bei shang? zhe yi ci, neng bu neng ta chu zai yi ci de shang kou, ye cheng le bu ke neng de xian shi.

tink i will either go mad or go schro-something(the illness of 2 personalities)

now school open, tat means i have to face my uni frens, which also means i have lesser n lesser time to find a job, which i will feel super stressed when they talk the facilities and people they meet during networking witht heir future employers... Man, feel damn stupid and useless. Can't seemt o get through interviews. Ppl dun like honesty, wan confidence even if its fake, accept flattery and look at the surface. Lucky onli 2 days a week, but the proj time... sian

Wat to do? no job wants mi. maybe i should go Europe n apply for the rubbish collector job~good pay, nice environ... sad case right? sporean downgraded to having to go overseas to take a low status job due to lack of opportunities and shallowness of home.

okay, enough with my complains.... tink now main thing is to finish my grumbling and get back to life..... sad leh... ppl onli live once, but once is alreadi so challenging n tiring