Juz watched the 3rd sequel!! for those you haven't watched, won't spoil ya fun. Great effects! a bit draggy plot...if ya a orlando fan, think ya won't like it. New level of confusion by Sparrow. Really, I was confused. Less naivit-y on Will Turner. More guts on Elizabeth. Can someone tell me why do I keep following when i totally don't understand pirate talk? Also, how does one turn from a sword maker (if i'm correct) to a full time pirate?

A journey full of betrayal, honour, code, romance, trust and purpose. And a bad look on Raffles' company. haha~sec sch kids, adding what's in the movie will not help you pass ya history tests!

http://www.youtube.com/v/AFai5jmYpV4

纯粹Youtube转载. 让大家多认识好听的歌曲,创作.

How to know if ya country's news is going to the dogs? When they report the local actor's conviction appeal decision as headline and top story over a murder case!
Where's your priorities? the dead person isn't someone else's chilimportant? come on, we aren't living bangkok or war zone. what a crappy decision!

Just back from Taiwan on the 24th Night. Got sandfly bites all over my legs. Well the doctor said it will take a week to swell down. "First red then brown then okay." At "brown", i was like Huh? and staring at my legs. Can ya imagine brown spots all over? weird!

Going off to HK next. Should i tell my grandma? I guess she already knows but just that if i tell her, she will stash another batch of cash to me. Very lucky me, my grandma really cares alot about me. She knows i spend alot unlike my sibings and she's always trying to stash help to me. However, she's still very fair. Everyone will get equal treatment in the end. So.. tell her? not to tell her?

Will post pics up later. After getting the complete set, no fun having half here and there.

This song is the only song I remember from primary school. We sang a dozen hymms then, till the bats in the hall were running out into the sun. Yet the priest always commented us as his angels and had voices that the heavens could hear, even from the small hall we sat in. But this song was not for a mass. It was for a farewell. For the vice principal that time. Ms Liew. I remember her upclose. I had chicken pox and my ma had to bring me to school to report to the office. She looked at me and told my ma bring me home. She did look fiercer than Mrs Yeow. Had the whole school running at the sight of her. Still, she treated all of us like her children. Even so, we also developed a stupid misconcept. All VPs are singles. haha....

Oh great, stomach hurting like hell. How to go Taiwan? so shitty.

To my friend, you really no need to worry. I am a pessimism. My secondary school friends understand me. Actually from young, i never knew how to make friends, nor keep them. Or more or less, no one wanted to be my friend. So up to now, the number of friends i have can be counted by 2 people's hands and toes. Perhaps its because we only know each other for 3 years and the last 2 years are extremely hard for me. It took my sisters 8 years before they managed to get used to the way I behave. In these 8 years, there were so many fights between me and them to the extent we fought in front of the juniors real bad. But i know i'm lucky in a way and would give up my life to keep this luck. That is even if I don't be proactive, I meet the best people in the world. And all of these people are my friends. They may crack cold jokes, have different preferences, look at different perspectives and badmouth alot, but they have hearts of gold.

Another problem is probably because my self defence wall is very high. I was bullied in primary school and secondary. So I keep away from people alot. In JC, my class was more or less split into 2 and me belonging to the smaller group. I know it can be stressful for them to be with me in those 2 years, but i'm thankful that they always like have a reset button on them. When they are stress, they just hit the button and they are happy people again. Luv ya gals!

Like Lin's email always state, effective communication is the lubricant of relationships. I understand that but effective communication is not easy. After all, everyone's a mirror. If someone reflects negative, others will be affected. So the easiest is to keep them and the impact is reduced on others. Similiarly, trying to keep everyone happy will reflect on others, and others will try to do the same. But what i tink is natural happy is what that makes people feel the best, there is less pressure in it. Instead of telling yourself to make others happy, just concentrate on making yourself happy and others will be.

Great, stomach still hurting...where is my medication???? Point to note: Stop my ma from rearranging the medicine area!

Read this on the net...

學生請假，您恐怕沒聽過這一項！教育部宣佈，最快從下學期開始，高中女生可以請產假！在最新一份調查中，發現台灣少女未婚懷孕的比率，已經高出鄰近的韓國和日本，教育部這樣的做法，有老認為很好！但也有許多家長和學生無法認同，擔心反而是變相鼓勵少女懷孕。

hmm... ?????

weird right? especially when Taiwan is not having a birth rate problem like Japan.

Awake another day. Not very happy. My parents are so against my graduation trip. They say like this, I cant possibly get a job. What if they ask why did you apply so late? I can't possibly answer because I was out of the country holidaying right? That will totally wipe me off their list. Even up to now, my parents think it is because i am too lazy so no one wants to hire me. Yes, I admit I am in life, but not at work! If you ask my PA firm, I did alot and even did stuff they had left lying around for ages. Supposed that is why they treated me more like a temp admin staff more than an attachment student. Up to now, I still don't understand why employers look only at appearances. Must I act like a bootlicker before you are willing to hire me? I just don't talk alot and express a lot but i'm true to everyone. If you are my friend, you would know it.

Told my ma she has 2 very unlucky girls. My sister sourced for a job for 1 year and landed in an admin job which everyone ask why did she land there. It is not that easy to find a job for some. The same fate is happening to me, but in a different way. My parents stopped all financial aid to me. Unless i can find a job, i can jolly well jump off a building in a few months' time. Now stuck in a dilema... should I just give up audit? should I start applying small administration jobs? Is it a must to discard my degree like my sister? my 18K degree... My dad won't be very happy.

Money money money, a society run by greed and cash. Individuals growing withdrawn and hiding behind a shell.

What is civilisation? This was what my secondary school history teacher always asked.
Civilisation = development of society in literacy, infrastructure, becoming connected, improving conditions.
But did it ever occur that history lessons never covers the drawbacks well enough. People become ambitious of the greater world so they start to conquer and wars. To comfort their humanity, they make excuses. To hide the truth, they fabricate stories. Think world war 2.

So is civilisation good?

told ya... 非常期待.. 非常甜蜜....
Selina and Ah shin look so cute together...

Credits to HIM

Now listening to SHE new song -五月天.. really nice!! 好期待 the MV!! a sweet spark between Mayday's Ah Shin and SHE's own Selina! 1 shy guy + 1 princess!

Went for another interview yesterday at an audit firm. Didn't really feel its successful. Do I look weakly? the partner actually said i look weak and not really fit for the job. Hmm... i worked as a sales assistant doing stock display, backroom stock rearrangement and stand for hours. Am i that weak? Well, couldn't answer him. Totally "huh??" Then my confidence level took over after that. Just imagine the interview was declining rate.

On my way home, i went to the pasar malam nearby. Then i realised something. Everyone just wants to get a living. All the stall holders were clear of the declining customers that went to their stores as the population gets affluence and only shop brands. But they still strive on. The auntie smiles at every passerby but from her eyes, you can see the sadness of no business. It was another day of losses for her. You may think "Why don't she just change jobs?". Well, actually you are wrong. Changing of jobs is not easy. Finding one is hard. Finding one you like is harder. And nothing makes it simpler especially if you're the breadwinner.

Everyone just wants a living. Same as me, I just want to live. That's why i'm looking for jobs. Even if they push me again and again out of their door, i still need to strive on. Even if i do not go into my degree's work, i still need to find one, be it a cashier at the supermart and a promoter at the Taka fair. I may not have the good luck all my friends have. I may not have the caring and supportive family they have either. But I am good. I am who i am. Even if i am not good in interpersonal skills, i am still here. I am more mature than most my age due to my strict upbringing. If you hit me hard, i will hit you harder.

To those out there, learn to be appreciative. Heaven does not give you what you have for no good reason.

Hate hypocritism that is so integrated into today's society. Wat a corrupted one.
Hate bimbo-ism displayed by smart people. It is hypocritical~

Gosh! My feet hurt so much!!! I wanna push out a wheelchair to sit on tmr.

Anyway my new 4 day stint is to count taxis @ Lucky Plaza which brings mi to the main thing!

The Lucky Plaza Security guard is HORRIBLE!!

Man, he can't differentiate sit and squat! I was shouted at for squating at 7 plus after an almost 6 hours of standing. So bad lor!

To add on, there is only a NO sitting on the steps ruling. THERE IS NO < sign.

Wasn't really kind to him either. Who ask him give me a scare and embarrass me! Serves him right to have a cold shoulder and a rude stare. Plus, who can trust a sercurity guard that is handicapped in judgement? can't differentiate squat and sit, can he differentiate right and wrong? or his life has been so great, he's never been to a squat loo in his life? and a big plus! He chatted with others during duty time! Man, the theives would be happy!

Sorry to all.

Sorry for being grumpy, sorry for biting at you, sorry for all the white hairs i have caused, sorry for all the uncomfortableness you all have been feeling.

I already don't know what is going on. I don't know where i can go, where i want to go.

Probably that is why i cant move and have build the berlin wall. It took decades for that wall to come down, but it won't take days or months to bring down mine. My dears, I know you have my interests @heart but i can't appreciate them now.

Starting to regret the steps i took. Maybe its wrong to choose to go for a grad trip. These trips are meant to hint a future after that. Why doesn't mine feel that way? maybe it's because the truth hurts more.

I have something in my pocket that hurts everyday, every hour, every minute.
Its the difference between people, the way they act and think.

Lost... where should I go now? If i go apply and they can me up during my grad trip, the chance is forfeited immediately. If I dun, I will not be able to enjoy anything.

Oh God!

I know i can never go into the BIG 4 ever. I don't understand why I just can't get lucky once. I scrapped my knees like many kids when young. Instead of just scratches, my knee cap skin was so badly scraped that it took 2 months to grow skin back. I was the only one that could slip and fall on dry land.

awarding the most 不幸 award to me.

why?

I probably live a very unworthy life taunted by bad luck all my life.

juz look at mi, no job no money, no support, always alone.

even the auntie at the bus stop scold me for no good reason.