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--- Who am I? ----
~ DapHne
~ 16 August
~ 1985
~ Talk Too Little Think too Much
~ Motto is To find One!
~ Eastern Singapore
~ Past positions: KC Pri, CCHSM, TPJC, NYJC,NBS_NTU
~ Present Position: AuDiT aSSoCIaTe
~ Fav Phrase Now +Why Am I Here?+
~ Mail Me!
+ Dreams Caravan( Still dreaming)+
:) To tour the world!! New York, California, Britain, Eygpt, Dubai, Korea, Nepal...
or simply malaysia off-shore islands also can
:) Open a biz with my buddy!
:) Buy a condo for my parents to use
:)To make a difference
:) To live a happpy & meaningful life
:) Help the children of the world
:) Be able to speak freely without stage fright
My fAvs
& My New Room!!
& Dessert
& Lin JunJie
& Nicholas Teo( Zhang Dong Liang)
& STef Sun
& mIx coloured Roses bOuquEt
& FiSh LeOng
& WaTChIinG mY DoGgy tRyiN tO sNaP aT SoAp BUbbLeS
& Clay Aiken
& Post Blueberry Morning
& WAnG zI BiAn QIng wA
& Joe Chen QIaoen
& Goong the korean drama
& Ee Dong Wu in Taiwan!!!
& Mirmar Ferris Wheel
& My stuFFed pAtCheS
My haTes
X_X proud ppl
X_X ppl tat tink onli of themselves
X_X those tat like to overboard bossy
X_X those with al the luck in the world and still try to act humble while eating abalone
6:32 pm
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
hmm... also tinkin of that.... why didnt any of the firms want me when they are supposed to be SO in need of people... Well, suppose this is fate~ like those sayings, out of a billion people, there is only one you. So this "you" which is moi truely is the super suai one. If anyone in the big 4 actually reads this, ya should be gloating that my failure in the interviews have earned me a new position.
The financially watched one with declining rate of friends.
First, my parents are now stricter on my spending. I'm not allowed out too often and cannot buy things back for my brother or sister. (which i often do). Most amazing, they are going to control my spending on friends too. Lucky people that ya al 21 alreadi.
Second, i was so depressed the beginning weeks of school, everyone's avoiding me like the plague. Well, now i know why ah kar says the University can only offer superficial friendship. Anyway, i dun expect them to meet up with me after graduation. Me won't have the financial usage. That's what i get for going into biz course, the most superficial field in the world.
Actually I know I should not complain about my parents' restrictions. They know how affected I was and have been encouraging all the time. Just wish I didn't play black face and bark back at them during the weeks after interview failures. Just wish i could recover my "caijing" self. Believe it or not, my ma says I can be like the caijing... the one from goong. hmm... hard to believe hor?
Since its CNY, Happy new year PPL!!! n watch Hana kimi!! It's nice...heehee...
11:48 pm
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Okay, picked up myself. Now working on bringing a new me out. Did not seem to be working but when i least expected, a not very close fren of mine actually pointed out my real personality. Honestly, i have never been true to myself due to my growing up environment. Always a " No, you can't do that!" "Don't do stupid stuff" "What are you thinking of?" Seems like its all these limitations that can shut a person out of the world. However, in the same way, it protects, or i could have died long ago from freak accidents.
I know it won't be easy to grow out of my enclosure but i also know that most around me will not accept it, especially my parents. It seems i grew exactly along their plan, no glitches, no mishaps. Only mishap would be that i have the worse health among my sliblings. So to keep the balance, i will just remain like this. Change a little, keep the majority.
Motto for 2007: Look at the sky, its vastness and its capacity. I'm just a soul on this Earth, trying to live everyday.
