Let me total up... my sleep for the past 3 days... 8... in 3 days... so highly unbalanced.... sux

Yest went to 4GR chalet organised by sweetie yt n her dear hubby, ym. Okay, they are teachers n have privelege to Aloha Loyang chalets! Hey, not squeezy little place. Oh ya... din mention yt's engaged.... well, so predicted since sec 3. What else? Yt is very simple, her wish is just to be with the one she loves, not like ah soh that are like shopping the market.

Man man, wan wan, jo C, me n XJ were there with a couple of guys, KY (the spotlight chef), WJ (the chef in the dark), JW (hmm... chef on both sides?), WB (our mysterious lamer), his buddy George. Our "indian" TH came later with his gal and CX at what time? 3am.... he drived in and fell like asleep in less than an hr.

Well, evaluation, 8 years down... Majority of the guys are still the same. Childish and miser. Man, use your brains to tick tock. Book a chalet, only got food cost ah? Somemore, YM first time c ya all. No reason he n yt treat ya all rite? Haiz.... reenaction of 6 years back at Vivi's. If ya guys dunno why I stepped away with KY, its becoz if I stay there, I will most prob hit all of you.

Well, luckily, some of them had more maturity. CX shocked me totally. Change of cars and a biz plan? Man, this is the joker that made the whole class laugh non stop with his bud, Ivan. Now, a start-up entrepreneur with the charisma and confidence. Totally shocked when I took a ride from him home. N I never spoke beyond 4 sentances to him throughout the 2 years.
TH also shocked me. Not that bad, since I already know he's a army regular. But then? his gal is quite pretty and a party gal. So erm... how to describe? Nvm then.

Anyway, thanks my dear gals. Thank you for being my frens for 8 years. Even if I am being a loner or not listening, ya gals will always rmb to put me in these gatherings. With my schedule, I know it's hard to meet up. But i promise i will try my best.

Today went to work aft 2 hrs of sleep at the chalet. I told Yt i gg to work and then she tell me to go sleep. Well i slept from the mahjong table, to sofa, to bed. Only 2 hrs then to work. And then, I received a msg from my senior that my manager came in to c if i reported to work.

Hello? 5 day week liao? siao~ juz came to check..... bian tai~

Anyway, she called in the aftnoon to ask again. then gave em a thrashing for something i DID NOT DO, not because i din do but I REALLY CANT DO. HOW TO DO WHEN YA NOT THE PHYSICAL BEING AT THE CLIENT'S??????
I shall upload her points and u tell me whose the bias person here? What the hell did I do to her? really got mad and upset becoz i felt so maligned. I couldn't stop crying. Even after I went toilet and back to my seat. My fren juz keep tellin me I need to learn to protect myself more. It is OBVIOUS she's doing it on purpose.
the manager of the other group also saw me crying and hear me complaining LOUD and CLEAR. shit, muz stop my habit of rasing my voice when I am angry. Everyone will know i hate her and then they tell her, i die. Still months to possible restructuring.

Really got me so mad, I wish she had retribution. Teach her how to tink like a human. With consideration for others! Not treat others like dirt. So what if you got top honours? To me, ya are still an useless person in work n family. Flirtness won't get u up a ladder, but go ahead slutdify yourself.

C here i go again..... now nid to rush thing for the dimbo or she will rant on me again.... what's wrong with keeping quiet and earning a honest pay? stupid, ruin ppl's life, ruin ppl's family.

Okay, control.... breathe in, breathe out.....ruin my weekend, go fall down ba