Reflections in the past few months....
Been through a bad patch... all my life, whenever I play those fate games, it says beware of xiao ren.... well i meet the xiao ren now at 24.......
Regret. I wasted my time being concerned of this xiao ren that i din not realised wat else i was putting up on the chopping board. I always thot to be like tat was dumb, but ended up that i was dumber... now finally I can breathe... now I also see clearer... though xiao ren not gone... but i want to ignore those rumours they are spreading...
a Leo's biggest fault is the concern of their reputation... gieng all the way~ now i'm putting that to the test...
but this made me realised something else...fate has been kind to me too... my character makes few frens.. but thank you that I have made the best of the best..
my dear guide sisters that stick with me thick or thin... only they have no qualms of scolding me back to life or encouraging me with my possibilities....
my dear cch girls, that will always be the fren there even if i'm never there for them.... always my dearest lifeline... whenever i get stuck or nid resources... ya al r always on standby to help my dumb requests....
my TPJ 3 mth frens, ya 3 taught me something i din not know ever... once a fren, always a fren... though we were onli studyin tgt and barely went out tgt in the 3 mths, which we parted ways... thank you for being my fren...
my NYJ frens, you guys were the ones that realli taught me to break loose... especially XF. Break loose, play out of the rules and enjoy.... still rmb how we sneak out btn classes n lectures to have tao hui breaks~ sound so ah pek, yet we always did tat....
my NTU frens, I never imagined i will make frens with such a diversified bunch. we have quiet yet active to active yet smart to blur + blur.... I know my character does have faults that you guys cant catch up with.... that's y sometimes i am the hard to converse one... i know but i also have no idea how to change... but thank you all, for always being there... always teaching me new stuff...through our diversity, i really am more able to speak to more ppl. more courage to speak up.
my tong ming xiang lian fren, SY, thanks for being my dump basket...there are too many things happening that i cant tell those nearby... always you will take a step nack and show concern...
my dear colleagues, thank you for joining the firm, giving us a chance to meet. Now I know wat is slowly finding more n more abt others, rmbing the little things, becoming stronger comrades.... now the time is coming, i know some of us will part... pray we stay close aft that becoz u guys n gals are the best miracle that has happen to me in the dog - bitch world....
my dear AM6 gals, i know you both are well. I am thankful for that. You have found your way, though so different from what we planned in primary... seems only i continued with my decision... all the same, thanks for being the bestest frens i could ever have at 12....
my dear CHIJ frens, my longest lost frens, I hope you are well. Since primary, we are the outcasts. Becoz we 3 were juz always in trouble... always the luckest ones to meet the toilet ghost somemore... pray to Mother Mary that you all are still well...
my dear family, we have our quarrels and fights, we have our beatings and laughs, we have our hugs and jokes. I realised i always understood one thing, you will never abandon me in soul. Though young and up to now, I would always be forgotten but when I am sick or in trouble or bother abt something, you will always sit there and listen... thank you..
they say blood is thicker than water... however i feel that either i have meet the lost blood or water with friendship is as strong as blood. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALWAYS BEING MY SUPPORT!
