Now i am just in love with this Corinne May's two songs, Save me and Angel in Disguise. Save me is the ending theme for Chase on channel 5. Its so nice. I just love the phrase Save me from this place Heaven knows i'm falling For you my sweet embrace. Heaven knows Heaven knows i'm been waiting for you. Don't know why but i love this phrase. Maybe it's catchy. The other song be what i'm uploading to the blog. It's Angel in disguise. The lyrics says that just look at the ordinary and there could be someone there that we never noticed and he or she could be our angels. It's like when everyone is looking for angels from Heaven but actually there are already angels within us. All we have to do is to reach out and help others.

Now watching Jie tuo mv on FunTV. Kind of lovely. It is about a couple which the girl gets spotted and becomes a star. As time goes by they spend less n less time together. Then one day the paparazzi catches them on film, hence causing the girl to scolded by the manager. The guy for the girl's sake leaves her. The girl runs all the way home to find the guy's stuff all taken away except for a present she had asked from him before she became a star. On the present writes" I love you always". It's so touching at that point.
PPL that are tired of me talking about JJ can stop here.

I also watched the 16th Jin Qu Jiang on Asiaplus channel. JJ was erm... in blue and red. A bit of weird combi but i'm not a fashion person so...Anyway he did not win Cui Jia Zuo Qu Ren award for Jiang Nan. But then he's got the same award in the Yes 933 awards. (okay a bit like trying to comfort him but it's mission impossible :P)Although the weight of the awards are different but at least its been recognised. That what i think matters but i know only the person in the position can say anything. No matter how sore it feels, for image still need to hold on. That is one of the negative points of being a singer. Nevermind, a great man once said, " Setbacks today are just a lesson for tommorrows." At least something like that.

Aiaiaiaiaiaaiai.... i am so regreting on taking on a GE during special semester......It's like others have rested and moved on but i'm still at the process of finishing a semester. I really wonder if this is what i want in life. I'm lost. Maybe lost longer than i thought. Juz finished watching the Wu Jian Dao movie on channel 8. Neat movie, all mind games, even if i missed 1/2 on the way home. However the is a phrase inside. It says that whatever it is, the route to take is yours. Of course the ending was lame. Killed of Liang Chou Wei in such manner is so erm lor. But what can i say, it's the writer's biz. The women in the show are really unneccessary. Why not they make the next one with a woman as the enemy? That will be neat. Okay too feminist. But it will be a Lucy Liu movie then. Heehee.

Sign.. today was supposed to go my friend's house to watch vcd then go chomp chomp for dinner. Who knows my old problem is back. Got food poisoning again. Man, talk about the weakest stomach in the world. My doctor is so used to seeing me for stomach pains that he forgets what he prescribes me for flu but knows my usual medication for stomach pains, gastrics and food poioning. Haha.. kind of funny. Today after seeing the doctor and getting a jab, i still could vomit at his clinic door right in front of a granny. At least now it's better but it will come back. I slept the whole day and now gotta prepare for tommorrow's ge class. Sianz....

Humans are so sophiscated that we will kill ourselves off. What's the difference between a monkey and human? Humans judge, monkeys don't. That's what's bad. Okay iwas super pissed off by what my proj mate said, considered ex-proj mate. We were chatting and we actually managed to make him blurt out what the others were saying behind others backs. Not eveything clearly but can guess it was negative. My yr1 sem 2 class sux. Seriously. They are very separated. At first i thought it was just a simple disagreement but from my proj mate's chat, it hinted that practically the whole class was targeting and bad mouthing the same girl. I personally know this girl. She was the only one who reached out to me and my friend when we first entered the class. My class was totally separated but hers still together. Okay for a girl;s world badmouthing must be a normal process but then isn't it too extreme? The whole class was practically boycotting talk and relation to that girl. But actually she's okay to interact with. Maybe over ethnu at times ut stil overall caring as a friend. I mean what do these people expect for a friend? Someone who acts high class or flirts with every guy they see? That's what i see in them anyway. Maybe similarly my observation is one-sided but did they ever bother to interact with us? They just act as we don't belong to their tutorial class. In the same way, indeed my friend the girl in question can put off people in the first few meetings( like i was put off) but did they give her more chances? I doubt so. Even so how can you go around telling others? Even if you do, please give them a stage to step down! It's so unfair!!!!

Society is terrible!! Just because people are different does not give you permission to outcast them? What age are we living? It's the 21st century for heaven's sake!!

Maybe it's because i had similar experiences throughout my life. Since primary school, hardly anyone wanted to play with me since i was the sister of the top girl. No matter how i reached out to them, all i got was a door slammed in my face. Maybe it is something in primary school kid mentality. Supposed then was when i gave up on friendship. Sec1 was practically by myself. Sec2 the first time a girl stepped up to me and said," Hey let's be friends." Honestly i heard rather unpleased things about her but i still said sure. And now she still stands up for me. Anytime i need her, she's there. She put back my confidence in friendship. In sec 3 and 4, i made the largest number of friends i ever had in my whole life. However they weren't not exactly pleased with some of my other friends. However i still stuck through with them and they grew tolerant of my other friends. Jc was said to be the shortest time so no one had friends. But then I still keep in touch with them. Although the number is not large but i'm still happy. In university, now i understand the world is not round. There's still so many sharp ends poking humans. None of us reached here without scars. But why are we still hurting each other?

Just back from my 1st semester class chalet yesterday. Honestly it was ok but bad for eyes. Now i know universtiy life means you become more able to keep awake. They played bridge till morning after the bbq, bowling, pool. Kind of nothing to do. Anyway it is over and i only slept 20 min which is record. I always secertly sleep in chalets. Actually they let me sleep along with 3 other girls with something on tommorrow but the others talked and played bridge so in the end none of us fell alseep. However there too many people and too little card p[layers so i sneaked in a corner to read my comic and later sneaked the Zzzz at 6 am. Till 620 i bounced back up. So still lag. Anyway overall nothing memorable but don't mind going for another one as long as there is something to do.

Yesterday I slept through 420. The time when the funeral procession left Siglap. I missed the whole thing. Watch it on news, could not help self. Added on to panda eyes were tears.

But i understand why there is a difference doing and wanting to do. The wish was a normal funeral just like any other normal Singaporean. However the people and nation wants to give him a national funeral, a funeral suited for royalty. Not just because he was the formal president but because he has touched the people. No wonder when i was young, i thought presidents were like royalty, they don't leave office till they passed on. He did not one but two terms and no woo-haa about it. The people loved him and he did too to the them. In the news were accponts from the Prime Minister, his son and his granddaughter. All spoke of the same thing, how he loved life, how he embraced it. Not many embrace life nowadays, but after reading their accounts, i want to learn to embrace life, to make it worth its time.

We have lost a great man. An honourable man, a man with the people. Past president Prof Wee Kim Wee. I don't remember anything much and neither have i met me. All i can recall is that i was i was born in his first year as president and was in Pri2 when he stepped down. Actually like normal kids, i didn't pay attention to how he did as president. All i remember was he was often in news doing some community thingy. Everyone was happy then. People was prosperous. Maybe it was during a boom of society. People were happy in or mixed community. Maybe a young kid's memory is not good enough. However everyday on the news, people are stepping forward and telling the news how Prof Wee has affected their lives and changed them. All these narrations are of simple actions sometimes normal citixens can do but we don;t because we think it is too troublesome. Yet he stepped forward and help in any way he could. They described him as a father they never had. Similarly when young i thought a president must be like a grandfather person, loving and caring like all the news reports of him during his reign. (Of course when past President Ong T C went on, i got confused.)

Only when a Man that Is Worth the People's Love, He would Rise up to the Heavens.

I was surfing around when i found this site about JJ. Sorry okay.. was looking for new pics but end up at this site. The site said Jun and Jie means a beautiful handsome hero which totally didn't make sense in my directory. So i went on to surf on about chinese names. Guess what, my surname is actually after a pear. According to this site ( http://www.yutopian.com/names/), ny anscestors were justice officials and due to a wrong judgement once, they were almost excuted. Hence they ran to sanctuary in the forest and survived on pears. To commerate the pears that sustained them, they changed their original surname which is of similar pronounciation to present to one with mu and zi. Try the site for origins of your surname!
Okay maybe being named after a pear is kinda silly but what have i to say? My ancestors were sure paying gratitude to their benefactors even if they were pears.

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When you had a worse experience in one place, there will be an even worse one. Today i went Kbox chinatown. Terrible. Just wanna wash the memory out. Not the memory of singing but the service. I had thought that Orchard cineleisure one was rude. This one is incorrigible. No wonder the quality of service in Singapore is dropping real fast. The manager was mumbling and did not concern himself whether we had received his point. Other words for a manager level, he has failed in communiciation skills. We didn't not realise that there was no student promotion and he had not made himself clear enough. I know what failed communciation does, I always have that problem. However each time you fail, you take responsibility and acknowledge your error. Instead, this one had to fight and bicker back. Can you imagine a grown man quarreling with 2 below adult girls? Instead of patience and pleasantness from service, i had crude rudeness and atitude from him. How bad can it get? When i left, another manager actually accused us of leaving the place without paying. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
Orchard's one was just the atitude of the receptionist and their service methods but overall the drinks and snacks were on time, etc. Chinatown's one was slow, unconcerned and the waiters were busy chatting in the corridoors. SO dampening of a day!

If you are going to the Chinatown Kbox, DUN ASK ME ALONG!!! I'm officially boycotting that place. At least till further notice.