1:58 pm
Monday, October 31, 2005
What is lovelorn? Really i dunno n i wont know ba...From my character, doubt i wanna be in that position. Seems torturing.
Anyway why i'm asking is because of Ella. Ella's my maid lah. She does the cooking cleaning and accompanying. Ha. Nice job description. Well, she's been here for years and was going to go back next year for her wedding. But now circumstances have changed. No one's been dunped. Just that one has left. Now i have no idea how to console since she's hiding everything inside. The same as when her mum then dad passed away. But the difference is she still can smile. I know she and her fiance agreed to marry while she was working in Spore and she only meet him once as a couple at her dad's funeral. Sometimes i wonder how much love they actually share. But i suppose for them it's normal. Now's its his funeral. She's here, he's lying in a coffin back home. I dunno how deep they love each other, i dunno how to console her. Hmm... seems all i can do is watch as she does her daily schedule with a abnormal happiness.
7:51 pm
Friday, October 28, 2005
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extra-ordinary
E is even more than i adore
LOVE is all that i can give to you
~ adapted from a commercial
Sounds real nice....
Just finished watching Prince turned into Frog(Dang-oh). Oh man. Was so possessed with this show. Beautiful and lovely. Great story of Love and Fairytale. Haha. Those that dun like it.. hmm.. either you are old or you dun believe in fairytale-like love. But this is just my opinon lah. Because everything in real like is different from everything we want. So of course, indulge in fairytale. Remember those stories when you heard when young. Why u can recall them? Because we do indulge in fairytales. Haha... Dunno wat i'm talking.. Maybe over-indulged. Heehee..
12:39 am
Adapted:
I'm here yet no where in sightI love the rain yet hate the thunderI like the sun yet hate the heatI lost my way yet can still find youI lost my soul yet still have a spirit to move onI have no continuity yet i'm still hereI am who i don't think i am yet i am what i make myself to beI will be here yet you won't see meI will always be here yet never appear till you callI am who He made me to be yet i don't know how to move on no moreI am of no longer worth to Him yet i want to be of worth to those aroundI am here. Embrace.
4:26 pm
Saturday, October 22, 2005
isn't this song nice????!!!!???
really feel like playing shou hu tian shi to someone... haha..
it sounds like an angel sent to look after you when you are happy, down,etc.
Shou Hu Tian Shi.... Guardian ANgel...
taken off one of his fan sites... crediTs tO th FanS
11:17 pm
Friday, October 21, 2005
broke my record of not sleeping in the early mornin.. actually did proj til 330AM, wowsa!
n i have yet to cover the lost hours. been to sch to hand in projs, been to bugis becoz fren bored. but juz not to slp. juz imagine i woke up at 7 today. No wonder i KO from Bouna Visa to City Hall. Complete KO which is not common for me. Haah...
Exams startin! HAvent sTART! NXt weEk pReSEntaTiOn oN mON & sLidEs nT dOne>>
So Stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssss........
4:38 pm
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
There are always two sides of a coin. There are always two sides to a story.
There are also two sides to a lie.
Only problem is people only listen to one side.
Today i learnt more. Actually not just today, but for weeks i learn more about this girl i mentioned before. The one that was being ostractised. Now, i starting to learn why. All along i believe one side of the coin. Now the other side wants to filp over. I can't believe i am too starting to ignore her. It's so selfish but if i don't, i am scared i will become too irritated. I clearly know my filp side when i'm overly irritated. That's why i am terrified. But clearly too, i understand that no one can hurt another's feelings just like that. What am i to do?