so tiring~
almost 1 month into audit~ only been on 2 assignments...

but training was good time... train, go home, train, go home... done

now, can go home on time is good. Alot of on job learning to do but limited brain power. Hopefully i can catch up. Never understood how people actually stand me. Never had alot of frens. Now i face the biggest challenge ever, HOW to socialise with the seniors. My buddy keeps reminding me that i have to, but problem is I dunno how.

How how how??

Last day @ Temp, yest

Actually quite fun, though the handing out of curry puffs was awakard. Haiz... mei de jiu... but Hong ( My sup/asst mgr of tat dept) treated us, (mi jamey yvonne) to lunch. Well, since the "lao ba" didnt go along, i learnt wat is hao bu ke qi of qiao kai zi... haha... spent almost 75 and ate sashimi + mei jiu. A bit she bu de but now i'm steppin on the road i decided on 3 yrs back.

Yvonne gave me a saying when i left. "Hui qiang hua de ren he bu hui qiang hua de ren"
Erm.... oki... didn't get it till her explanation. Well, exactly on my weak spot. I really dunno how to speak out and ask, and i dunno how to interact. EQ super low... how leh? will i survive in the working world?

Today went out with Ly n SY. Actually started talkin about Sporeans n marriage. Well, surveys shows a range of age 33-37 marrying. Also learnt more about preferences and situations. Like 10 yr proposal and experience, WORK experience.

Was laughing at SY's fren... 28 and des for a gal. My temp mgr, est 35-42, xin ping yi qing... other words, looks given up. And 30+ women, ready to give up. My aunt, 40+, good character but no suitors. Weird is fate plays tons of games but what can we do when we aren't the gamemaster?

Also started on future planning. How my fren was watching cars and housing prices at 22. Savings plan starting now. Insurance plans premiums paid now. What exactly does growing up mean now? It's so different from what we expected.